remembering

i am giving a field update tomorrow on my life in romania

i dont know whether its

the time of season

the time of the month

or the time to finally reflect

whatever it is... i am feeling.

feeling a mix of sadness, longing, missing, uneasiness,

anxiety & restlessness

i miss romania,

i miss learning new things daily

hearing peoples stories

smelling tasting and seeing new things,

hearing words that i didnt understand and

being amongst different people than i

i miss the craziness the chaos and not understanding why things were

i miss anita and robert, their tales of world travels

i miss misja the cat

i miss it 

and i want to convey that it is a land of potential

a land not forsaken

but a land in need of prayer

and i hope i can remain composed and professional while describing it